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I’m tired of appreciating everybody else’s genius. I want to create something myself. I see pictures, paintings, drawings, read novels, poems, hear music but what do I have to contribute? I want to create something that enlightens others like so many have enlightened me. It makes me feel guilty thinking of all that I have taken and what little I have given back to the collective conscience. It makes me sick to think of the time I’ve wasted trying to be Cool or being lazy or just not caring. Sometimes I wish I could cry.

At the bottom of the world…….

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