Codependent?

I had a very interesting weekend. I’m not going to blog about it tonight because I have to work tomorrow. It should be a slow day though, so I should have a post tomorrow.

Anyway, I think I might be codependent. I seem to be much less self destructive when I have a girlfriend. However even when things are going relatively well I seem to find a way, or come up with a reason to screw things up. It’s like I like adversity, even with my jobs I will procrastinate much of the time and do things under pressure. I tell myself I work better under pressure and maybe that’s true but I’m starting to think it’s a cop out. Why do I do it? Why do I find a reason to end relationships? Granted at least one of them really needed ending but did the others? Why do I do this to myself? Ok, enough with the self pity. On to something more positive. When you have a chance do yourself a favor and listen to Eddie Boyd’s “Five Long Years” on From the Cradle by Eric Clapton. This is why the guitar was invented. One of the best solos of all time, after listening to this song you will know why Clapton is called God. Everytime I hear it I want to turn it up until my ears bleed. I can’t say enough about the song. Crunchy, deep feeling and just absolutely fucking amazing. Definitely check it out if you have a chance. After listening to it on my iPod I was having trouble picking a song to follow it up with. I eventually came up with Kenny Wayne Shepherd. I just saw him again recently and I was not disappointed. I plan on blogging about that show, hopefully I will have something tomorrow.

Keep on rockin’!

-Alex

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